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Hi all.

You guessed it! It's my off day today ((: Thought I'll gt my half day ytd but.. Nm.

Anw, plans are filled today! Haha. Am going on a super hot date (:

Catching I Love You Man at Vivocity at 140pm. Aft which, will do some shopping before heading to town to do somemore shopping. & am going to indulge in F&B (duh) at The Wine Company. Much raved abt so am keeping my fingers crossed. Cant wait to just chill during dinner.. & talk.

So anw, there are wayyyyy too many F&B outlets tt I wanna try! But mostly French & Italian.. Lol. Who would wanna go w/ me?

Garibaldi
Gunthers (e angel hair w/ caviar)
Pasta Brava
Buko Nero
Au Jardin
The Tapas Tree
The Moomba
Outback
2AM Dessert Bar
raid e whole of Dempsey, Holland Village & Evans Road

Ok. Aft I gt next month's pay, I promise to treat myself to a gd Italian meal. But of cus.. Ntg can be compared to e frigging fresh pasta, squid ink & fresh seafood in Italy. I miss Europe like crazy. & gd Spanish tapas, paella & hardcore shopping. E countryside in England.. OMG.

But IF I can go to Europe again.. I'll go to Amsterdam (to try what they're famous for), France (to eat e macaroons,for real) & Venice. Haha. A girl can dream cant she?

Alrighty, major side track.

Am off to shower & then will head out for my hot date.




Ltr Alligator.

I've cleared my inbox & cleared my mind. Tt really marked e end of it. E feeling is truly indescribable!

Anw, I'm back from work! Really kinda tired today. Prolly cus of e fact tt I slept at 4am ytd!

Yes, I do realize tt I'm blogging more often than in e past cus I just decided to put in more effort into my blog. Haha. Though e srs lack of pictures is a major turn off to some. Anw, pictures of my Bangkok trip, CrappyKat's 20th bday celebration & life at work are on Facebook. Do check em out in case you guys think tt my social life sucks so much tt I dont even take pictures. I still try to make it a point to bring my camera out to snap some shots for memories sake alright? Give me a chance. Lol.

Anw, tmr seems like a super duper fulfilling day for me. Plan to wake up at arnd 1130am to finish up some paper work for urms, work? Head out to send my clothes for alteration. In case you guys are thinking why e hell do I always bring my clothes for alteration is cus of e fact tt e clothes tt I like dont fit me perfectly. Either too low cut or too long! & when I say it's too low cut, dont tell me "wear tube la!"!!!!! I avoid as much as possible to wear tubes cus I dont really like e contrast in colours. SO I DIGRESS. Aft tt, will head over to Cheecake Cafe at Siglap to meet up w/ Yili e Sex. I know.. It's been a gazillion years since you see her name appear here Will blog more abt tt e next time or smth. I srsly cant wait to see her tmr & pick up w we left off. Really miss her. Tonnes. <3 Aft tt, will head over to work :/ But aft work, am meeting LoonyLinus for some late night dim sum. Srsly cant wait. Alr been craving for dim sum for lunch! Will satisfy my craving tmr during supper. Better be gd! Idk abt you but it sounds pretty fulfilling for me. Haha. Able to do smth for work, smth for myself & also meet up w/ 2 diff groups of friends. Sounds like fun to me alr (:

Been a long time since I blogged abt my wants so here goes!

hard disc
iPod Touch
meals at Garibaldi, Buko Nerro, Pasta Brava, ToP Table, Blue Basil, Au Jardin
chilling at Oosh, 2AM Dessert Bar, Over Easy
movies like Obsessed, The Haunting, The Proposal
karaoke
suppers
dim sum
Italian & Spanish food
Europe trip again
free cab rides
Borocay
Hong Kong
finish every possible paper work for work
a chic hair cut
gel French nails
more clothes (omg did I tell you tt Zara is having a crazy sale? Alr bought 6 items from em & feel tt it ain't enough)
more shoes (flats & sneakers)
happy days at work
payday
10 hrs of slp everyday

Yeah. Tt's all I can think of now.

Btw, am off on Wednesday next week. Prolly going to collect my clothes from alteration, meet some friends for movie, dinner & shopping w/ CrappyKat (been eyeing on this Dorothy Perkins dress). Yeah.

Really need to start saving, spend wisely & stop cabbing arnd like as if it's free. Ok. Pillow is calling me alr.




Night guys.

P.S.: KinkyKim said "so glad you're back". Glad is an understatement. Lol. Gd night lovers.

Peeps who know me well should know tt e past one week was a nightmare for me. Well..

Perhaps sometimes, you just need to be at e edge of e cliff to see things clearly. I was standing right at e edge of e cliff all alone, almost plunging.. But I'm glad I didn't. I survived.

I needed tt wake up call badly & I'm glad I gt it. Though it wasn't e best possible wake up call but it did solve many many qns tt I have had. I have straightened out my thoughts & will nt turn back this time round.. I've turned back way too many times. Right from e beginning, I alr knew e ending to it. However, I just wanted to go through e whole bloody process to prove tt I'm right. I know. I asked for it, totally..

From today onwards, I will nt have any qns or wtsoever regarding tt issue anymore. I'm over it. I've locked this entire issue up into a box & threw e keys into a space tt I can nv ever find. Ever.

I know tt it may seem as if I'm faking it or pulling some dumb stunt but no. I am just being v honest & true to myself. No doubt it's cruel, but I just wanna be 100% real to myself & to everyone arnd me.

I am fine this time round. I have really let it go & am much stronger than I thought. I will be better than just fine. All these thoughts just came to me all of e sudden, it was like receiving enlightenment. No worries. I'm a survivor & always will be. This will just be another episode of my life.




...& show's over. Now let e curtains drop..

& e last.

Christabel Tan Kar Mun, you alr did it 8 times & it's high time you stop it. Just stop it & you'll be fine..

Hi.

If you're wondering why am I up so early.. I actually just gt back from a much needed karaoke session. Pls dont judge me. I really really needed tt karaoke session badly. I srsly think I can just repeat one song for e whole damn session. 4 hrs of karaoke but still nt enough. Think we need at least 5 or 6 hrs.

& I realized I haven't been talking much abt work? Work's fine, ntg much to mention except for e fact tt our Operations Director, Joe is leaving. I guess I will miss him. But hopefully we're meeting for some Italian lunch on coming Sunday (:

Am v v disapointed in some so called friends these few days.. V v v disappointed. Le sigh. But then again, life goes on. I cant comment much here anw..

What a dumb blog post.

很酸..