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what is mended is but patched.
Monday, February 08, 2010:
iPod Touch.
To welcome my iPod Touch, I am going to devote one whole day to rename, rearrange & revise all my files esp my songs on my laptop. But firstly, I need to reformat it.

Ugh :/
1:54 AM
:
Life At Work-An Interesting Indian Couple.
*Pouring e last glass of wine for em*

Indian Guy: E last drop's for e lady cus e one who takes e last drop of wine will find a v handsome husband.

Indian Lady: *Looks at e husband* I alr do. So e last drop is for you.

Indian Guy: No, it's for you.

Ok. So it went on for quite a bit till I gt a tad irritated..

Me: Ok, I shall have e last drop of wine.

& they laughed.

Indian Guy: You are a nice girl.

Me: Thanks.

Hmm, I'm def nt comfy w/ someone saying tt I'm a nice girl. Def feels weird. Lol.

Anw so as they were leaving, they came to look for me & said thanks for e evening.

Indian Lady: Hope you will gt tt handsome man to be your husband soon.

Me: I'm only 21! Haven't found tt someone yet, how can I gt married?!

Indian Lady: You can meet tt guy now & marry him 5 years ltr!

Me: *Laughs* Maybe tt might work huh.

Indian Lady: Yeah. But of cus, being handsome is nt e most impt thing.

Me: Of cus nt!

Indian Guy: Then what is most impt?

I thought for quite some time & couldn't think of what is most impt cus many adjectives just came flying into my brains.

"Humorous", "caring", "honest", "loving", "studious" all these random adjectives just came to mind. Ok, dont ask me why did studious came into e picture ok.

Indian Lady: Faithfulness..?

& then it hit me like a storm.

Me: OMG YES.

Indian Guy: Tt's nt most impt.

*Rolls eyes at him*

Me: Tt is v v v impt.

Men will be men isn't it?

Indian Lady: Indeed it is. *Proceeds to pinch husband*

Indian Guy: God will bless you young lady.

Irdk how to react but just to smile to acknowledge em.

Thanks to em, it gt me thinking what is most impt & my mind just couldn't tear away from e word "faithfulness" so yeah, faithfulness is indeed e most impt thing one could ask for.


<3
12:57 AM
Thursday, January 21, 2010:
Psyched.
Hi peeps.

I am psyched abt tmr cus I gt to meet all e peeps tt are impt to me in one single day.

On top of tt, I gt to feast at Top Table, Don Quijote(Spanish food like finally!) & also a much awaited k session! Wanna squeeze in a movie in btwn if time allows!

Will update then & prolly upload pics on Facebook. Lol.


Till then,take care.
3:42 AM
Friday, January 15, 2010:
Cheap Thrill.
E ultimate cheap thrill is to wake up in e middle of e night to find out tt you actually have another 5 more hrs of slp or more.

& I love cheap thrill.
12:31 AM
Friday, January 01, 2010:
The First of 2010.
Hi guys.

I rmb saying tt I was inspired to do up an uber long end of year post for 2009 but I guess tt's nv ever possible cus it's alr e first day of 2010. Lol. So let me just consolidate my 2009.

In e earlier part of 2009, I was really struggling v v hard w/ sch. Honestly, I've nv put in much effort in sch cus I kinda dread it but I know I have to go ahead w/ it no matter what. & e last semester was a killer. Endless assignments, tests, interviews(?!), presentations, exams kept coming in like nobody's business. From e start of e sem right till e end of it, most of us were jaded from all e work. E final sem, many of us became v afraid of failing certain modules cus if we do, we'll have to go through another grueling 6 months of pain(*ahem* Destination). Aft all tt project crap, we had a group talk tgt & it was hurting to hear what peeps have to say abt your work. Well, obviously it wasn't gd. & all tt I was feeling was guilt cus I put in effort, I did, but nt my 100%. Tt's when I know if you wanna do smth, do it w/ 100% effort cus in tt way, e results will be so so much better.

& during tt period, I fell in love, deeply. Yes, I did. W/ harem pants & Diana Vickers <3

Then exams came. Mugged like hell cus I nv ever really study for any tests or exams but it's e FINAL exams so, no choice right? Exams period zoomed right by us & before we know it, we've came to e end of our journey; e journey to gt our diploma.. It was really bittersweet cus we all love poly life dont we? Lol. But yeah, we all had to part w/ each other & kinda just move on w/ our respective lives.

& in Feb, SantaIan visited Singapore. Brought him arnd, late night walks arnd town, movie marathon-ed like mad etc. E first(& I guess final) cyber friend(ok, I sound damn gross) tt I'll meet up w/. & no, he's nt a freak (:

March was when I gt real busy at work. Worked like a dog(acc. to LemonTartShane & LoonyLinus) doing part time, saving up for my holidays, buying a new phone etc. No time for social life at all. & then I miss my friends, a lot.

Came my Redang trip in April! Went to Redang w/ KinkyKim & HazelHearts(ok, cant gt any original I know). Honestly, at first I thought it was a lil of a weird combination cus you know, lol, we've nv really hang out tgt outside of sch tgt & now suddenly, we have to travel tgt. & this is e first time I'm travelling w/ both of em so isdk what kinda personalities will I expect to see but luckily, we were cool. Haha. Enjoyed e company, e endless apple & orange juice(no ice pls), tried to snorkel, realize tt I'm a lousy swimmer, tt I cant take a nice pic underwater, gt a frigging fabulous tan(which eventually wore off), e clear waters, e starry nights & of cus, e super funny Auntie who clubbed alone & danced tai chi on e dance floor. It was indeed a fulfilling trip. This is also kinda e first time tt I'm travelling w/ friends proper so we did tonnes of research(mainly on pricing, lol). & I'm proud to say tt I love researching for all tt travelling stuff so lazy peeps, you can travel w/ me (:

In May, Jinngy, Feng & I flew to Bangkok, nt to bang some cocks but to shop like hell (: & we did. We were so mad at tt time cus we brought our luggage to work & went to airport straight aft work. Talk abt being a workaholic. Oh, & yes, another round of seaching for dirt cheap flights & accommodations. Call it cheap thrill but I do appreciate gd deals, esp when it comes to travelling. Quite different from Redang cus in Bangkok, there was no time to waste! No time to R&R or gt a tan thought Bangkok is super hot. We shopped religiously every single day! Gt ourselves fabulous Thai food(I miss you green curry!), went for massages every night, night markets, Tuk Tuk rides, learnt bargaining skills from Feng. & yes, I love Bangkok. This is also e month whereby I started full time in my current job. Yes, I gt stuck in it..

Celebrated CrappyKat's 19th at La Cantina. Realized tt working life made my spending habits mad. V willing to spend on F&B now & e material gds. Shopped like crazy & realized tt I am nt ttly in ctrl of my spending tt I have to borrow from my Bro at e end of e month. So much so tt he say tt he should open up a bank for me. Dang. Guilty pang.

July was a tough month. Well, to put it blantly, it's prolly e worst month ever. Work & what nt was killing me. Tt month, I was void of feelings & emotions. It was like I hit my all time low in life.. Gt my much needed wake up call in a matter of time. Gt over issues & dropped em easily. July was e month whereby I gt to know myself better; tt if I set my mind to do smth, I am mentally strong enough to go through w/ it & tt ntg can bring me down so bad, ever. Tt's when I told myself tt I am a v v strong girl.

Witness a v v sweet but typical wedding proposal..

In August, work mates surprised my Bro w/ a bday bash at PartyWorld(tt's like our usual hang out) & sad to say, it's e first time I celebrated my Bro's bday properly. & he said tt he was so touched tt he almost cried. OMG. Btw, I started full time w/ my Bro at e same work place. Working w/ him realized how much I love him & how much I can dislike him. Wtev it is, as a family member, my Bro is a v v gd brother & I will nv trade him for any other person.

In August, I lost a close friend. No, nt in tt sense but yeah, we're nt friends now. Smth happened & yeah, it killed our friendship. Many a times, things happen & it's really beyond our ctrl. I'll nt try to explain or wtsev cus I know, it's too late & isdk if it's ever worth it. Close friends of mine should know what happened & it was really quite a painful period.

I travelled to Bintan. Go figure. But urms, dont go.

September was hell at work because JoeJoeArmani left. He taught us a lot at work & now we're left to e care of mck. Working can gt v v frustrating. Learnt tt it's nv easy to be supervising staff, esp when our work environment is pretty much weird in e sense tt we see e owners of e restaurant almost everyday. Work gt v v suffocating for me.

November was when I satisfied my shoes cravings. Bought 2 pairs of shoes which I lusted for quite a while & man, it feels great (: Also, I steped into e kitchen. Learnt to cut some simple stuff & prep for some dishes. But no, I still cant cook. But I see potential in myself tt I can actually light e damn stove & cook some edible.

Christmas came. So suddenly. Suddenly miss my friends a lot & last week, meet ups w/ em were fulfilling! Had a really gd & long chat w/ KinkyKim at Spize. Met up w/ CrappyKat for lunch around my work place & I'm happy tt she's v much happily in love. Mini surprised Jinggy w/ e food tt she loves at her work place. Worked w/ Alicia e Mousey. Came to realize tt my close friends are indeed e peeps who will stay in my life. Iykwim. We're all doing different stuff right now but we still bother to make time for each other to meet up & chat, update on each others' lives. These are e peeps whom I know tt will be there for me, always, at e end of e day.

Tt's how my 2009 went by.

I guess 2009 was nt a v smooth sailing year for me but of cus, it wasn't bad to me either. As usual, learnt a few lessons here & there, committed mistakes which I told myself I will nv again, caught e travel bug.

Perhaps I committed to a full time job way too early.

Perhaps I made wrong judgements.

Perhaps I took some peeps for granted.

But I know, wtev happened really just happened for some reasons. Some I may know why but some, I've yet to discover.

I am excited abt 2010, really I am. I'm positive abt it. There's so many things tt I wanna do & I guess 2010 could be e year. Why nt? & I realized tt my New Year resolutions are nt specific enough every year so here goes:

My New Year resolutions for 2010:

Spend more quality time w/ my family: Spend more time at home or bring em out for meals.

Appreciate my loved ones more: Put in more effort in maintaining e rls & nt take anyone of em for granted. Yes, I will try to go out w/ friends more often. I wont let work be an excuse.

Save money: At least S$500 a month.

Exercise & lose e stummy: Say jog or swim at least once a week & religiously do 50 leg raise everyday.

Put in more effort in my health & face: Eat fruits everyday, wax, do my brows, body srub, gt scar cream for my legs, eye masks.

Go on at least a holiday & be adventurous: Hong Kong/ Langkawi/ (best if) Europe. I wanna dive, sky dive & what nt.

Be more independent: Learn how to cook(I'm srs abt this), learn how to do basic housework(pls dont roll your eyes too) & try out new baking recipes.

Be more responsible at work: Put in more effort at work, dont gt distracted easily & dont procrastinate.

Nt be a wood pecker: Once smth happened, let go of it graciously & nt peck on e issue.

Stay happy: Love myself more & be happier.

Yeah, tt's abt it. Long list there but I hope I can achieve all of em cus I really want to (: Overall, I really wanna be a more responsible, cool & a happier person.

I am looking fwd to 2010 cus I want it to be better than 2009. 2009 alr passed & all I can do is to learn from those mistakes & nt commit em, ever. & I know it all requires effort for 2010 to be great but I'm willing to do so cus it'll be worth it.


Gd night folks.

P.S.: I'm laughing w/ my partner.
3:56 PM
Sunday, December 27, 2009:
I Love You.
Saying I love you w/o e word 'I' has no meaning.
3:46 AM
Saturday, December 26, 2009:
2009 New Year Resolution.
Hi guys.

Here's e obligatory review of this year's resolution.

So here goes. LOL:

For 2009, I'm going to keep it simple.

spend more time w/ my family - Managed to spend more time w/ my family as compared to e past year I would say. Nt really spend more time at home cus of work (ok, dont roll your eyes alr) but did had decent meals tgt,Wii sessions & what nt

save more money - A frigging yes, like finally. I opened an UOB account for savings only.

exercise more - Ok. This is srsly on & off so no, I did nt achieve this. UGH!

have a better diet - Hmm. Now I think this resolution is a lil lame. Haha.

go on holiday(s) - Oh yes! (: No Europe ): but did go to nearer places like Redang, Bangkok & Bintan!

let loose & enjoy - Sadly, nt really. I guess it's hard to phrase it but nah, I didn't manage to let loose. No dirty thoughts pls.

be more responsible - At work, yes. Personal life, can be improved.

& of cus, be happy - Yes I am, more so this year (:

I'm writing this now cus I'll be frigging busy at work on e 31st :/ Le sigh. Other than birthdays, I look fwd to e New Year as well. Cant believe I'm going to spend New Years Eve at work!!!!! Super sjp.

Anw, pls enjoy e last 5 days of 2009 cus 2010 will be coming alr. I dont care those who say New Year resolutions are lame or dumb, a new year is still a new year. In any case, it's just different ok?! So, let us all embrace 2010 w/ hope tt it'll be much better than 2009 ((:


Toodles.
11:27 PM
:
Integrity and Honesty.
Integrity is telling yourself e truth &

Honesty is telling e truth to others.
11:12 PM
Thursday, December 24, 2009:
Christmas Bells.
Hey guys.

It's e time of e year again. Yes, e mad crazy Christmas present shopping, e Christmas decor, awesome Christmas trees, Christmas songs playing practically everyw, Christmas fairs at almost every shopping outlet. Yes, it's Christmas time,again.

I've nv been a huge fan of Christmas, well maybe cus I'm nt even a Christian to begin w/. Also, I'm always working during every Christmas & I'm nt e celebrate in big crowds kinda person.

But this year is slightly different. Been to a couple of Christmas fairs, went to see Christmas trees & oh, I can memorize a few Christmas songs by now alr. Heck, I'm even going for a Christmas hse party of some sort. But of cus, nt e sleazy parties where peeps are out to gt drunk w/ e booze. It's actually a decent party or rather, gt tgt.

I've nv had a thing for Christmas but this year, it's slightly different. Also, Christmas is a v gd excuse (well for me, idk abt you) to gt tgt w/ your family, isn't it?

& here's my obligatory Chrismas wish list:
for my laptop to reformat
iPod Touch (I know, it's been here since years)
more clothes (!!!)
Canon camera <3
or a new laptop will do
to smile more
listen better
loosen grip
solve e knot
appreciate peeps who deserves to be more

Tt's abt it folks.

& I'm planning for a v long end of year post so urms, hope tt comes true. I am inspired though. Haha.




Gd night guys.

P.S.: Should have, long ago.

P.P.S.: (:
12:25 AM
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